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So I think im going to use this thing...
Well for the past month Iv wanted David to come back to work so so bad. At times it was all i could think about. Now, i dont care if he ever comes back haha. I think me loosing weight and going to the gym has made me rethink things. I dont need his attention and affection. When i get nice and skinny ill be more confident, and meet more guys, and i wont have to rely on David. Dont get me wrong i love playing around with him at work, but when he left and i thought my world was ending, it was a wake up call.
He told me if i lost 30 pounds he would marry me. But it was kinda like.. ha you can never loose 30 pounds.. if you ever did i would marry you... kinda thing. So when he left, i worked really hard on loosing weight. not because i wanted to marry him. because i want to prove to him, to everyone, to myself that i can loose the weight.
Iv been on weight watchers, and i just joined the gym. Im so serious about this. A month ago i was 181. I am now 167. Its hard to believe im in the 160's! Pathetic how exciting that is. I lost 14 pounds in one month!
I didnt tell anyone i was trying to loose weight except Ali Paulina and my mommy. So far 4 people have told me they noticed i lost weight, and i have never in my life heard anyone compliment me on my weight.
First person was ELLE! THE BUDWEISER GUY AT WORK! hahaha he was like omg you lost alota weight! good for you! And im thinknig.. this guy is nuts. i lost MAYBEEE 10 pounds and you cant even tell! but of course it made my day.
2nd person... Jorge. He wrapped his arms around me to hug me and he goes "ooooo you getting skinnyyyyy!! you on a diett?!?!?!?" in his mexican voice.
Third person - Christine said Kelley are you trying to loose weight?! you look so much thinner! congratulatinos keep going girl!
By this point, my ego is huge and im like oh yeahhh people notice im getting skinnier.. but why cant i notice?! I mean i still fit in my same clothes there just a little looser on me lol
And today was the 4th person, Ariel.
Hearing everyone say these things just makes me more determined to loose the weight.
I went to the gym for the first time today. I went on the eleptical and the treadmill. Only for a half hour but i was just trying to get a feel for the place.. and i was really excited about going Tanning! haha i love that Planet Fitness has unlimited tanning.
So its Thursday, David comes back Monday. lets see if HE notices a differnce. He was my inspiration.. even if he meant it in a negative way.
Well for the past month Iv wanted David to come back to work so so bad. At times it was all i could think about. Now, i dont care if he ever comes back haha. I think me loosing weight and going to the gym has made me rethink things. I dont need his attention and affection. When i get nice and skinny ill be more confident, and meet more guys, and i wont have to rely on David. Dont get me wrong i love playing around with him at work, but when he left and i thought my world was ending, it was a wake up call.
He told me if i lost 30 pounds he would marry me. But it was kinda like.. ha you can never loose 30 pounds.. if you ever did i would marry you... kinda thing. So when he left, i worked really hard on loosing weight. not because i wanted to marry him. because i want to prove to him, to everyone, to myself that i can loose the weight.
Iv been on weight watchers, and i just joined the gym. Im so serious about this. A month ago i was 181. I am now 167. Its hard to believe im in the 160's! Pathetic how exciting that is. I lost 14 pounds in one month!
I didnt tell anyone i was trying to loose weight except Ali Paulina and my mommy. So far 4 people have told me they noticed i lost weight, and i have never in my life heard anyone compliment me on my weight.
First person was ELLE! THE BUDWEISER GUY AT WORK! hahaha he was like omg you lost alota weight! good for you! And im thinknig.. this guy is nuts. i lost MAYBEEE 10 pounds and you cant even tell! but of course it made my day.
2nd person... Jorge. He wrapped his arms around me to hug me and he goes "ooooo you getting skinnyyyyy!! you on a diett?!?!?!?" in his mexican voice.
Third person - Christine said Kelley are you trying to loose weight?! you look so much thinner! congratulatinos keep going girl!
By this point, my ego is huge and im like oh yeahhh people notice im getting skinnier.. but why cant i notice?! I mean i still fit in my same clothes there just a little looser on me lol
And today was the 4th person, Ariel.
Hearing everyone say these things just makes me more determined to loose the weight.
I went to the gym for the first time today. I went on the eleptical and the treadmill. Only for a half hour but i was just trying to get a feel for the place.. and i was really excited about going Tanning! haha i love that Planet Fitness has unlimited tanning.
So its Thursday, David comes back Monday. lets see if HE notices a differnce. He was my inspiration.. even if he meant it in a negative way.