BRONSON
After a great day at the new SUPER TARGET I went to work. Testa texted me and said “I have bad news” and I was like what happened.. and she said “lutz just called ricky and said Bronson died”
I didn’t believe it at first and that’s why I didn’t fall to the ground crying. I just called Hannah and told her what testa said, and she called Travis. She said when she called, he was crying and said he didn’t know anything. Noone knew how or when. I called my mom and told her, and she googled his name, and the article came up. As she read it to me I stood there in the front of the resteraunt balling my eyes out. Everyone was staring at me.
I went to the bathroom for what seemed like an hour and just cried my eyes out. I tried so hard to calm down and flush my face and go back out there but I just couldn’t. it was the most horrible moment of my life. I have never had anyone that close to me die before.
Trey died and that was horrible.. but this is BRONSON. Bronson is my whole life. Everyone under the sun knows what Bronson means to me. My mom kept asking me what I wanted for my birthday. ALL I wanted was for Bronson to come over and sing happy birthday and eat cake with me. And I got it. And it’s a memory I will never forget. He bonded with Jeremy and Dylan and was so nice and polite to my mom. He was a different person since he wasn’t around Ricky or Travis.
The first time I met Bronson he told me his name was Mike. I kept asking chris where Bronson was.. right in front of “mike”. Then when my mom picked me up at the end of the night, he kissed my right in front of my mom and I almost had a heart attack. I have loved Bronson since day 1. August 29th 2006.
Im so scared to go to the funeral Saturday. I feel like im going to cry like a baby through the entire service. Its going to break my heart to see Ricky and Travis cry. That’s going to the the breaking point. The second I see them shed a tear im just going to loose it. Out of everyone I know, Bronson died. I don’t get it. And I don’t think I will ever get over it.
I didn’t believe it at first and that’s why I didn’t fall to the ground crying. I just called Hannah and told her what testa said, and she called Travis. She said when she called, he was crying and said he didn’t know anything. Noone knew how or when. I called my mom and told her, and she googled his name, and the article came up. As she read it to me I stood there in the front of the resteraunt balling my eyes out. Everyone was staring at me.
I went to the bathroom for what seemed like an hour and just cried my eyes out. I tried so hard to calm down and flush my face and go back out there but I just couldn’t. it was the most horrible moment of my life. I have never had anyone that close to me die before.
Trey died and that was horrible.. but this is BRONSON. Bronson is my whole life. Everyone under the sun knows what Bronson means to me. My mom kept asking me what I wanted for my birthday. ALL I wanted was for Bronson to come over and sing happy birthday and eat cake with me. And I got it. And it’s a memory I will never forget. He bonded with Jeremy and Dylan and was so nice and polite to my mom. He was a different person since he wasn’t around Ricky or Travis.
The first time I met Bronson he told me his name was Mike. I kept asking chris where Bronson was.. right in front of “mike”. Then when my mom picked me up at the end of the night, he kissed my right in front of my mom and I almost had a heart attack. I have loved Bronson since day 1. August 29th 2006.
Im so scared to go to the funeral Saturday. I feel like im going to cry like a baby through the entire service. Its going to break my heart to see Ricky and Travis cry. That’s going to the the breaking point. The second I see them shed a tear im just going to loose it. Out of everyone I know, Bronson died. I don’t get it. And I don’t think I will ever get over it.