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hospice called here a little bit ago wanting to speak to my mom. so i gave them her work number. then i made my sister a birthday card-- shes 18 today.
i called my mom to say hello and what not.
and my mom was crying. and i asked her what was wrong... she told me that gramma wasnt doing well. then she asked me to give her my aunt's phone number and my uncle's phone number.
today is warped tour... and im in a crappy mood for that.
im crying.
i love my gramma so much. maybe God thinks its her time now. maybe he doesnt want her family to hurt anymore. i just dont want her to feel any pain... hospice usually gives her major pain killers... but i just hope that they are working really good. we all just want her to be peaceful and comfortable.
my mom didnt tell me anything specific though. she was just crying. and told me she wasnt doing well.
i would imagine that my aunt and uncle are coming up from florida sometime soon... but then again, my sister, her boyfriend, and her boyfriend's brother are leaving tonight for disney world/to stay with my aunt and uncle. so i dont know if thats going to happen anymore.
im so scared... so sad.
what timing, huh? a few days ago i started crying about my gramma... kinda randomly. and now this. i think God really was listening.
i called my mom to say hello and what not.
and my mom was crying. and i asked her what was wrong... she told me that gramma wasnt doing well. then she asked me to give her my aunt's phone number and my uncle's phone number.
today is warped tour... and im in a crappy mood for that.
im crying.
i love my gramma so much. maybe God thinks its her time now. maybe he doesnt want her family to hurt anymore. i just dont want her to feel any pain... hospice usually gives her major pain killers... but i just hope that they are working really good. we all just want her to be peaceful and comfortable.
my mom didnt tell me anything specific though. she was just crying. and told me she wasnt doing well.
i would imagine that my aunt and uncle are coming up from florida sometime soon... but then again, my sister, her boyfriend, and her boyfriend's brother are leaving tonight for disney world/to stay with my aunt and uncle. so i dont know if thats going to happen anymore.
im so scared... so sad.
what timing, huh? a few days ago i started crying about my gramma... kinda randomly. and now this. i think God really was listening.