its been awhile......
Just thought I'd give a little update about my life. Work is good. School sucks. But at least the semester is almost over. I ended up dropping my accounting class and have decided to change my major. I don't know if I mentioned that in any of my previous entries. I have been hanging out with the ppl I work with and it has been a blast. I <3 you guys. I haven't talked to Matt since October 30th. I told Erik I couldn't handle anything more than a friendship from him. I thought that would deter him, but it hasn't. So I decided to phase him out. I'm usually pretty good at this. I hate doing it though. I feel like a complete bitch. Still haven't told Michael that I need more from him than what he is giving me. But we have had a few some what serious converstations that lead me to believe that I am a little closer to telling him. But I guess we will see. The last serious conversation: Him asking me if I'm sleeping with anyone else. I say at the moment? No. Somehow it turns into him asking me how many ppl I have been with and I tell him. 6. He is a little bothered by this and I ask him why. He wants to know how I have slept with 6 ppl when we first started messing around I had slept with only 2 other people. I explain everything to him but what I am really thinking is why is it really any of his concern. But at least it shows he cares a little. I still need to tell him how I feel. And I also need to stop flirting with this guy at work. I know no good can come from it. I guess thats it. goodnight.