Jul 11, 2006 00:37
Staying on top of your world while being a sixteen year old girl is probably one of the hardest things ever.
Constantly keeping in touch with an insane amount of close friends, talking to your parents just enough every day to reassure them that i'm not on drugs, making sure i'm involved with any kind of fun plans my friends have going on, staying number one in a boys life, always being reminded of grades and college, working out and conditioning for tennis season, staying on good terms with everyone and last but certainly not least, being happy.... is effing exhausting.
Friends are my number one (non spiritual) priority in life. Not family, or money, or beauty. I'm assuming once I get older it'll change, but for right now, friends are almost completely responsible for my happiness. My dad told me that right now in my life, I have the largest number of close friends I'll ever have at one time. I'm working my ass off to enjoy it.
Psh. I'm off to bed.
Goodnight everyone, I love you.