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i am so tired. my brain doens't understand why i'm awake. i'm thinking about skipping class today. because i have to work at tjmaxx tonight. stupid decision on my part. however, it was also a stupid decision to get 30 minutes of sleep on saturday night, however i made more than one stupid decision that night and now i'm paying for it.
its funny how you wake up inthe morning and you go about your day. i went to work all day and knew what i was doing that night, or at least i thought i knew what i was doing, and i was so wrong. you never picture things happening, and then they do and then you're fucked.
sometimes life seems more important than sleep, but that wasn't life at all, that was a delusion. and now, sleep seems more important, becuase i'm living in hell rightnow. and it. is not a delusion.
its funny how you wake up inthe morning and you go about your day. i went to work all day and knew what i was doing that night, or at least i thought i knew what i was doing, and i was so wrong. you never picture things happening, and then they do and then you're fucked.
sometimes life seems more important than sleep, but that wasn't life at all, that was a delusion. and now, sleep seems more important, becuase i'm living in hell rightnow. and it. is not a delusion.