FILL: Hate to See It | J2 | Part 5dugindeepFebruary 11 2020, 04:59:59 UTC
Jensen holds his breath once again. Then one of Jared’s hands slink up the back of Jensen’s shirt to settle warmly on his skin and Jensen lets out a rather embarrassing squeak.
That wakes Jared, albeit slowly. So slowly that Jared’s eyes take forever to open and fully take in their current position. “Oh,” he says.
“Yeah,” Jensen replies, at a loss of how else to deal with this precarious situation.
“I, uh, I …” Jared drifts off, yet neither of them moves.
“You’re a big spoon,” Jensen says without thought. Then he rattles on to explain, “I woke up with you big spooning me and I was trying to get out of it without waking you.”
“I … I, um …”
Jensen realizes he’s the one that needs to walk them out of this, so he quickly chuckles and tries to brush it all off, though it sounds rather strained. “You’re sorry, I know. It’s okay. I swear I won’t put this in your performance review.”
“No, that’s not …” Jared breathes quickly, shallowly, and finally finishes what he’d been trying to say all along. “I’m gay, too.”
“Oh,” Jensen says, quite a lot like the startled shame that Jared had when he first woke up.
“But you’re my boss.”
He thinks about closing the tiny gap between them until he imagines how inappropriate it would be to take that step with a subordinate. And especially on a work trip … how cliche.
“Or just a team lead,” Jared mumbles.
Now Jensen can’t ignore how their noses are still tucked up against each other and their lips are less than an inch away. But hell, Jared’s the one who started all this with all his cuddling and hard body and handsome face being right here in Jensen’s face.
Jared sucks in a deep breath that forces their chests together and Jensen has to hold his breath, too, so he doesn’t make another embarrassing sound. “Am I misreading this?”
“Not really,” Jensen admits. “But after what you said Chad told you …” And that’s really it. There are rumors out there that Jensen messed around with Morgan to get where he is, and now he’s in this precarious position with someone who reports to him.
“What happens on a business trip stays on a business trip?”
Jensen laughs at the absurdity of it all and a second later, Jared’s mouth is on his and Jared’s tongue is pushing inside. Every other thought fades away as Jared presses in, simultaneously closing his arms around Jensen even tighter to keep them impossibly close. Jensen falls right into the kiss, feeling his stomach spin and heart race, and nothing else matters but the feel of Jared’s hands on his body, the warmth of Jared’s mouth, and the vibration of Jared’s moans as Jensen runs his hands all over Jared’s back.
They get caught up quickly and start pulling at Jared’s shorts and Jensen’s sleep pants and underwear to get a hand on one another’s dick. Their arms keep bumping in the close space, but they keep kissing through every stroke until Jensen breaks away to look down at Jared’s long and thick dick in his fist. Even better is the image of Jared’s thick-knuckled fingers wrapped around Jensen’s own dick and the wide pad of Jared’s thumb rubbing over the head of Jensen’s dick.
Jared’s harsh breaths are hot against Jensen’s temple and then he drops kisses every few seconds, until he groans and loses pace of his hand. Jensen looks at him to be sure everything’s okay and discovers it’s more than, because Jared kicks his head back, opens his mouth wide, and releases a dark groan from deep in his chest as he comes.
Jensen smiles at the beautiful sight and slowly fists Jared through it, stopping only when Jared whines and drops his head down to press his forehead to Jensen’s.
“I hope you don’t put that in my review,” Jared mumbles. “That I couldn’t last any longer.”
Nudging their foreheads together, Jensen offers him a soft smile. “I’ll consider it a compliment for being a good leader.”
“Yeah, I guess you’re pretty good.” Jared kisses him, soft and easy at first. When he starts stroking Jensen again, the kiss deepens and Jensen finds himself quickly racing towards his own orgasm.
FILL: Hate to See It | J2 | Part 6dugindeepFebruary 11 2020, 05:00:22 UTC
Jensen grunts through it and bites Jared’s lip when he wants to shout his name instead. This is all brand new - hell, just polite to Jared is a recent development - so he’s cautious to make this anything more than just blowing off some steam after how terrible yesterday had been for the both of them.
Nothing more is said between them except Jensen’s polite thanks when Jared comes back from the bathroom with a damp hand towel for them both to clean up.
When they fall asleep again, Jensen’s a hell of a lot more relaxed and there’s not much space between them. He thinks he even spies a smile on Jared’s lips as he drifts off.
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After Jensen gets out of the shower, Jared hands over a cup of Starbucks from the shop in the lobby. There’s another polite thanks and they just briefly share eye contact as Jensen finishes getting ready.
If he’s honest with himself, Jensen hates this kind of tension more than the bitterness that laced every word they’ve said before this. It’s an odd mix of ignoring one another while also plainly reading it all on their faces when they do manage to look at one another.
Just before leaving the suite, Jared stalls at the door and Jensen wants to complain because he’s got his laptop bag strap digging into his shoulder and his arms full of files, his peacoat, and his Starbucks cup with a little coffee left. Jared’s hand stays wrapped tight around the knob and the sight of it throws Jensen back just a few hours when those fingers were on his dick. He sucks in a quick breath, preparing for whatever bad news Jared’s about to drop about what happened.
Maybe he’s in a relationship. Maybe he regrets it. Maybe he fears some kind of retribution at work, Jensen being his boss and all. Heck, maybe he’s not even really gay and just trapped Jensen in an awful position.
“You know,” Jared starts, unable to look Jensen in the eye. “It wasn’t so bad sharing a room with you.”
Jensen puckers his lips to avoid smiling, or even to stop frown that had been there. “Yeah, it was pretty okay.”
“Hopefully better than pretty okay.” Jared shrugs and finally glances at Jensen. “Maybe even pretty good.”
“Yeah, it was,” he admits quietly.
“When I went for coffee, I checked on rooms for the rest of the week.”
“Oh?” Jensen can hear how it sounds a lot like the confused way they’d both said it when finding themselves wrapped up together in the middle of the night. He clears his throat and lifts his head to reinstate a bit of professionalism as he prepares for even more awkwardness for the next few days. “And?”
“It’s the damnedest thing … they’re still all booked up.” Jared very slowly smiles and gives an exaggerated shrug. “So I guess you’re stuck with me.”
“Boy, that’s a real shame,” Jensen replies with his own smile breaking out. It’ll be nice to get to know this version of Jared, and to show Jared more of who Jensen really is.
Jared opens the door and motions Jensen out ahead of him with his dimples showing with a wide grin.
Jensen tips his coffee at Jared. “Hate to see it.”
“You really do.”
And now Jensen can’t wait to see what’ll happen when they return to the suite tonight.
RE: FILL: Hate to See It | J2 | Part 6cherie_morteFebruary 11 2020, 17:05:12 UTC
Cuuuuch! This was a delight. BEYOND A DELIGHT. They were such grumpy wumpykins. :33333 Good thing there's nothing a little spooning can't fix. I loved that you had them work out their issues with each other before the bedsharing but that they still weren't at 100%. Like, that moment when they're leaving the room and Jared pauses in the doorway and Jensen realizes he may have just trapped him to completely fuck him over and it's a real worry because Jensen doesn't know Jared at all except the worst version of him really--that was such a beautifully tense and real moment you created and it felt like such a wonderful exhale when Jared proved to be a good smitten boi instead.
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR TAKING MY BAIT AND FILLING MY PROMPT.
RE: FILL: Hate to See It | J2 | Part 6quickreaverFebruary 12 2020, 03:19:14 UTC
AHHHHHHH, this was adorable and goddammit, you have such a way with (hot)el rooms! And dialogue and, yanno, sexyfuntimes...
I adore the curmudgeonly conflict to consternation TO OMG THE CUTE! This just made me grin big, and I'm not even a romantic. (I swear, I'm not. And I'm also lying...)
RE: FILL: Hate to See It | J2 | Part 6kelleighFebruary 14 2020, 15:22:41 UTC
Ya know, I love grumpy!Jensen, but now I LOVE snarky!grumpy!Jared, too! He wasn't so much of a big puppy in this until they came to their understanding and Jensen realizes he LIKES big puppy Jared :) I guess I'll have to imagine what they get up to in that room (ONLY OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONE BEEEEEEEEEED!) for the rest of the week.
That wakes Jared, albeit slowly. So slowly that Jared’s eyes take forever to open and fully take in their current position. “Oh,” he says.
“Yeah,” Jensen replies, at a loss of how else to deal with this precarious situation.
“I, uh, I …” Jared drifts off, yet neither of them moves.
“You’re a big spoon,” Jensen says without thought. Then he rattles on to explain, “I woke up with you big spooning me and I was trying to get out of it without waking you.”
“I … I, um …”
Jensen realizes he’s the one that needs to walk them out of this, so he quickly chuckles and tries to brush it all off, though it sounds rather strained. “You’re sorry, I know. It’s okay. I swear I won’t put this in your performance review.”
“No, that’s not …” Jared breathes quickly, shallowly, and finally finishes what he’d been trying to say all along. “I’m gay, too.”
“Oh,” Jensen says, quite a lot like the startled shame that Jared had when he first woke up.
“But you’re my boss.”
He thinks about closing the tiny gap between them until he imagines how inappropriate it would be to take that step with a subordinate. And especially on a work trip … how cliche.
“Or just a team lead,” Jared mumbles.
Now Jensen can’t ignore how their noses are still tucked up against each other and their lips are less than an inch away. But hell, Jared’s the one who started all this with all his cuddling and hard body and handsome face being right here in Jensen’s face.
Jared sucks in a deep breath that forces their chests together and Jensen has to hold his breath, too, so he doesn’t make another embarrassing sound. “Am I misreading this?”
“Not really,” Jensen admits. “But after what you said Chad told you …” And that’s really it. There are rumors out there that Jensen messed around with Morgan to get where he is, and now he’s in this precarious position with someone who reports to him.
“What happens on a business trip stays on a business trip?”
Jensen laughs at the absurdity of it all and a second later, Jared’s mouth is on his and Jared’s tongue is pushing inside. Every other thought fades away as Jared presses in, simultaneously closing his arms around Jensen even tighter to keep them impossibly close. Jensen falls right into the kiss, feeling his stomach spin and heart race, and nothing else matters but the feel of Jared’s hands on his body, the warmth of Jared’s mouth, and the vibration of Jared’s moans as Jensen runs his hands all over Jared’s back.
They get caught up quickly and start pulling at Jared’s shorts and Jensen’s sleep pants and underwear to get a hand on one another’s dick. Their arms keep bumping in the close space, but they keep kissing through every stroke until Jensen breaks away to look down at Jared’s long and thick dick in his fist. Even better is the image of Jared’s thick-knuckled fingers wrapped around Jensen’s own dick and the wide pad of Jared’s thumb rubbing over the head of Jensen’s dick.
Jared’s harsh breaths are hot against Jensen’s temple and then he drops kisses every few seconds, until he groans and loses pace of his hand. Jensen looks at him to be sure everything’s okay and discovers it’s more than, because Jared kicks his head back, opens his mouth wide, and releases a dark groan from deep in his chest as he comes.
Jensen smiles at the beautiful sight and slowly fists Jared through it, stopping only when Jared whines and drops his head down to press his forehead to Jensen’s.
“I hope you don’t put that in my review,” Jared mumbles. “That I couldn’t last any longer.”
Nudging their foreheads together, Jensen offers him a soft smile. “I’ll consider it a compliment for being a good leader.”
“Yeah, I guess you’re pretty good.” Jared kisses him, soft and easy at first. When he starts stroking Jensen again, the kiss deepens and Jensen finds himself quickly racing towards his own orgasm.
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Jensen grunts through it and bites Jared’s lip when he wants to shout his name instead. This is all brand new - hell, just polite to Jared is a recent development - so he’s cautious to make this anything more than just blowing off some steam after how terrible yesterday had been for the both of them.
Nothing more is said between them except Jensen’s polite thanks when Jared comes back from the bathroom with a damp hand towel for them both to clean up.
When they fall asleep again, Jensen’s a hell of a lot more relaxed and there’s not much space between them. He thinks he even spies a smile on Jared’s lips as he drifts off.
***
After Jensen gets out of the shower, Jared hands over a cup of Starbucks from the shop in the lobby. There’s another polite thanks and they just briefly share eye contact as Jensen finishes getting ready.
If he’s honest with himself, Jensen hates this kind of tension more than the bitterness that laced every word they’ve said before this. It’s an odd mix of ignoring one another while also plainly reading it all on their faces when they do manage to look at one another.
Just before leaving the suite, Jared stalls at the door and Jensen wants to complain because he’s got his laptop bag strap digging into his shoulder and his arms full of files, his peacoat, and his Starbucks cup with a little coffee left. Jared’s hand stays wrapped tight around the knob and the sight of it throws Jensen back just a few hours when those fingers were on his dick. He sucks in a quick breath, preparing for whatever bad news Jared’s about to drop about what happened.
Maybe he’s in a relationship. Maybe he regrets it. Maybe he fears some kind of retribution at work, Jensen being his boss and all. Heck, maybe he’s not even really gay and just trapped Jensen in an awful position.
“You know,” Jared starts, unable to look Jensen in the eye. “It wasn’t so bad sharing a room with you.”
Jensen puckers his lips to avoid smiling, or even to stop frown that had been there. “Yeah, it was pretty okay.”
“Hopefully better than pretty okay.” Jared shrugs and finally glances at Jensen. “Maybe even pretty good.”
“Yeah, it was,” he admits quietly.
“When I went for coffee, I checked on rooms for the rest of the week.”
“Oh?” Jensen can hear how it sounds a lot like the confused way they’d both said it when finding themselves wrapped up together in the middle of the night. He clears his throat and lifts his head to reinstate a bit of professionalism as he prepares for even more awkwardness for the next few days. “And?”
“It’s the damnedest thing … they’re still all booked up.” Jared very slowly smiles and gives an exaggerated shrug. “So I guess you’re stuck with me.”
“Boy, that’s a real shame,” Jensen replies with his own smile breaking out. It’ll be nice to get to know this version of Jared, and to show Jared more of who Jensen really is.
Jared opens the door and motions Jensen out ahead of him with his dimples showing with a wide grin.
Jensen tips his coffee at Jared. “Hate to see it.”
“You really do.”
And now Jensen can’t wait to see what’ll happen when they return to the suite tonight.
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THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR TAKING MY BAIT AND FILLING MY PROMPT.
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I adore the curmudgeonly conflict to consternation TO OMG THE CUTE! This just made me grin big, and I'm not even a romantic. (I swear, I'm not. And I'm also lying...)
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Unless you write it for us.
Yeah you should totally do that.
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