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wow i forgot i had a live journal =)
i was reading some of my past post and i am so glad i am not the same person that i was before. i never used to be happy with who i was and that is absolutely horrible. now i accept me for me and if other people dont, then i really dont wanna be their friend anyhow so why try to put on a front to impress people. i have been speaking my mind and standing up to people when i feel it necessary. this does mean, however, that i do not have as many "friends" especially the ones in my grade that i always hung out with, but it also means that i have had more opportunities to branch out and meet new people which is amazing.. i have done sooooo many fun things this summer and its not even half over! i am so glad i have the friends i do, they are a random mix, thats for sure, but i love them all and now realize that it is not the number of friendsss, its the quality of the ones you got. and these ones dont lecture me. they are always downnn for the party, just as much as i am. its true tho, i may be partying a little too much lately, but what the hell? you are only 18 one year in your life, might as well live it up before you have to go be all responsible and shit. and i have completely stopped worrying about any guys. and i have realized that by not frekaing out about it, i have had way more guys approach me and ask me on dates.. some of them were fun, but others were... well different. i have met some cool guys, but none that i am interested in "that" way. i think college will be fun because there will be many opportunities. i never thought about branching out beyond davison to make friends or meet people, but at western i have already met about 4 girls and 8 guys who are AWESOME and thats just from orientation and visiting derek. i am gonnna love this next stage in life and i hope to live life to its fullest and funnest extent these next few weeks of summer before i hit BAND CAMP again... only college version. =)) definately wont be the same without Colin and Steve and Christy or Jamie, but... i will love it i am sure!
i hope everyone is enjoying themselves and much as i am this summer. its great to finally know who i truly am and i hope that you all have found this! =))
excitingly yours,
Kell
i was reading some of my past post and i am so glad i am not the same person that i was before. i never used to be happy with who i was and that is absolutely horrible. now i accept me for me and if other people dont, then i really dont wanna be their friend anyhow so why try to put on a front to impress people. i have been speaking my mind and standing up to people when i feel it necessary. this does mean, however, that i do not have as many "friends" especially the ones in my grade that i always hung out with, but it also means that i have had more opportunities to branch out and meet new people which is amazing.. i have done sooooo many fun things this summer and its not even half over! i am so glad i have the friends i do, they are a random mix, thats for sure, but i love them all and now realize that it is not the number of friendsss, its the quality of the ones you got. and these ones dont lecture me. they are always downnn for the party, just as much as i am. its true tho, i may be partying a little too much lately, but what the hell? you are only 18 one year in your life, might as well live it up before you have to go be all responsible and shit. and i have completely stopped worrying about any guys. and i have realized that by not frekaing out about it, i have had way more guys approach me and ask me on dates.. some of them were fun, but others were... well different. i have met some cool guys, but none that i am interested in "that" way. i think college will be fun because there will be many opportunities. i never thought about branching out beyond davison to make friends or meet people, but at western i have already met about 4 girls and 8 guys who are AWESOME and thats just from orientation and visiting derek. i am gonnna love this next stage in life and i hope to live life to its fullest and funnest extent these next few weeks of summer before i hit BAND CAMP again... only college version. =)) definately wont be the same without Colin and Steve and Christy or Jamie, but... i will love it i am sure!
i hope everyone is enjoying themselves and much as i am this summer. its great to finally know who i truly am and i hope that you all have found this! =))
excitingly yours,
Kell