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i quit with it. just when i was beginning to think that maybe i should get back into dating, a revelation hit. call me a narcissist, if you will. all of my feelings toward other human beings are shrivelled up and dying. i am going to take all the compassion that i have been showing the wrong people and place it all into becoming the best artist i can possibly be. other human beings are not the reason why i am on this earth. constantly giving without recieving gratitude is a form of self-abuse. if you didn't understand this on the first read, you simply weren't meant to.