inner pisces coming out.
i would just like to time warp sometimes. to think of it, even some of the people that i have discarded by choice over the years (ex's, old friends) it would be nice to warp back into a moment or two when i actually felt trust for those individuals. i wouldn't want them in my life at this stage... though, it would be nice to visit them in the past.
there was a point where i felt no inhibitions and i wasn't tied down to anything. it would be nice to feel that free for awhile. i doubt i will ever feel that way again. there are certain things that i wish i could express with words or paint. it's impossible. art is a good outlet but there are some emotions that can't be shared with other individuals. and even when you actually accomplish what you're trying to get out. no one else will feel it the same way that you do. it's all in translation. and most of the time, people get it wrong. i guess it's right to them. as long as it touches you, i guess that's all that matters.
here i sit with 6 days off and i have no idea what to do with them. i guess i should clear my head of all the poison that society and my own over thinking has pumped into me. i also need to lose this pent up hatred that is eating away at me.
there was a point where i felt no inhibitions and i wasn't tied down to anything. it would be nice to feel that free for awhile. i doubt i will ever feel that way again. there are certain things that i wish i could express with words or paint. it's impossible. art is a good outlet but there are some emotions that can't be shared with other individuals. and even when you actually accomplish what you're trying to get out. no one else will feel it the same way that you do. it's all in translation. and most of the time, people get it wrong. i guess it's right to them. as long as it touches you, i guess that's all that matters.
here i sit with 6 days off and i have no idea what to do with them. i guess i should clear my head of all the poison that society and my own over thinking has pumped into me. i also need to lose this pent up hatred that is eating away at me.