gag me with a plastic spoon....................
i am at work (as usual). i have a new cell # 226-7036. yes ma'am.
my right jaw bone and both ears hurt... and it's cold in here. ugh..... not good. i would love to have about a week off from work and school. that would be surreal..... not going to hapen in this decade. the only way that would ever happen is if i got very sick or very pregnant. neither shall happen anytime soon.... and i would rather work than to be sick or pregnant. ewwie!
loneliness is taking it's toll. the thing that keeps me going everyday is knowing that i am doing it all for myself. it's so hard working full time and going to school full time, it's even harder doing nothing. that is something that drives me crazy... having nothing. but right now, i feel so obligated to do EVERYTHING and i as soon as i leave one place, i go to another... not because i want to. i just feel like i have no other choice.
i think i will create an art piece about it... lack of time.
anyway, i'm all out of words.
my right jaw bone and both ears hurt... and it's cold in here. ugh..... not good. i would love to have about a week off from work and school. that would be surreal..... not going to hapen in this decade. the only way that would ever happen is if i got very sick or very pregnant. neither shall happen anytime soon.... and i would rather work than to be sick or pregnant. ewwie!
loneliness is taking it's toll. the thing that keeps me going everyday is knowing that i am doing it all for myself. it's so hard working full time and going to school full time, it's even harder doing nothing. that is something that drives me crazy... having nothing. but right now, i feel so obligated to do EVERYTHING and i as soon as i leave one place, i go to another... not because i want to. i just feel like i have no other choice.
i think i will create an art piece about it... lack of time.
anyway, i'm all out of words.