Still a little mad
I just wish that I could get this off my mind. Everytime I try not to think about what happened saturday it somehow becomes the topic of discussion. I am so pissed and hurting. I Just dont understand how someone could come to a WEDDING SHOWER and do something like that????? I am not sending her an invitation and if she shows up It will ruin my wedding day. I really have some hard feelings in my heart. I hope I can shake them. Other than that everything else is same ole same ole. Still living at home. My mom finally got my room cleaned so instead of the couch I am back to my bed. Still digging for clothes in the morning out of a suitcase. I was helping my mom clean my room last night and I was going through some stuff and throwing away things. I was about to throw away my signs from Judson, but I just didnt have the heart to do it. I still have signs from my 1st day at JC. 1st pop-in night, serenade ect.... I figured that when I have a little girl and I make her go to Judson she will enjoy looking at my signs. I have so many BEE's everywhere. Me and mom decided that I should have left them to lauren before I left that way she would have got some use out of the stuff. Something to look forward too.. I took off work friday to take care of some stuff in Mobile. I need to do some job hunting and I have to talk to a company about a job. So I am leaving work on thursday and headed to Mobile. I get to see my baby and it will be just me and him. Then Saturday I will come back for my Judson Shower. I am so ready to see everyone. It will make me feel so much better. NO ONE KNOWS YOU like your Judson girls know you. I just need the bonding time. Well anyways let me get back to work.