Jan 06, 2005 17:57
Today has been such a long day. Oddly enough, I can't wait to go to
work tomorrow. I've been sitting in my room since last night after I
was screamed at for about four hours. I really love how my parents
still are trying to run my life. I guess they aren't really trying to
run it, but they just keep getting involved in things they shouldn't.
Blahhh...I keep trying to find something to do. I think in the past 24
hours I've cleaned my room about five times, researched the colleges
I'm applying to to find the best one, and I keep watching VH1. Ever
since I went to Boston the last time my TV doesn't move from VH1 unless
it's a Monday at 10 and we all know that the Battle of the Sexes is on
at that time. I can't wait to go away to school. I haven't been so
excited like this in so long. It's a little weird though being my age
and applying to schools. I'm kind of nervous though like it will be too
weird. I guess a lot of people do it though. I just hope I don't go
away and have to life with a lot of freshman, because that would be
really terrible. Anyway, I guess I'll go find something to do. Maybe by
some chance of God I'll be able to get out sometime...
*Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes*