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Im just going to dive into this one...
The more I see his face, the more I hear his voice, the more Im around him... I cant help but love him more. and then I hate myself, becasue no matter how hard I try and to what extent I go to. I still know that I love him. I dunno what Im waiting for though, him to turn around and say he loves me? Well thats what I hope for... but it will never happen. I just hope Im not going to end up alone, because being without him kills me slowly but surely, like a poisonous bite to the vein. dragging out my death, when all Ive wanted to do is die there... He just stabbed me through the heart agian... drawing it out.... out of pleasure? Im not sure... but all I know is if I have to suffer any longer... I dunno what Ill do... I tried to be nice just then and said good night to him and all he can say is "K" AHHH! BITCHDAMNSHIT... please... someone.. just someone. stop the tears and the pain. thats what love is helping a friend out of misery... WHY HIM GOD? WHY HIM? I need to sleep now... Ill edit later... URGHHH
The more I see his face, the more I hear his voice, the more Im around him... I cant help but love him more. and then I hate myself, becasue no matter how hard I try and to what extent I go to. I still know that I love him. I dunno what Im waiting for though, him to turn around and say he loves me? Well thats what I hope for... but it will never happen. I just hope Im not going to end up alone, because being without him kills me slowly but surely, like a poisonous bite to the vein. dragging out my death, when all Ive wanted to do is die there... He just stabbed me through the heart agian... drawing it out.... out of pleasure? Im not sure... but all I know is if I have to suffer any longer... I dunno what Ill do... I tried to be nice just then and said good night to him and all he can say is "K" AHHH! BITCHDAMNSHIT... please... someone.. just someone. stop the tears and the pain. thats what love is helping a friend out of misery... WHY HIM GOD? WHY HIM? I need to sleep now... Ill edit later... URGHHH