hate and love. where would we be with out um? =/

Jul 03, 2005 14:34

Lonley....

I hate how jealous I feel lately.
and I hate the feeling of lonleyness.
and I hate that my parents are anal overprotective fun-killers.
and I hate that I cant go to camp with michelle and taylor.
and I hate when people say "OMG LOOK HOW BIG YOUVE GOTTEN" as if its the greatest compliment ever.
and I hate too much mayonaise.
and I hate friends who are upset.
and I hate change of any kind.
and I hate loosing friends.
and I hate movies [b/c the good guy always wins. face the facts. they dont.]
and I hate when people are sick.
and I hate the news.
and I hate how see-through my feelings are sometimes.
and I hate when my parents wont leave me alone.
and I hate when I am really upset, and cant tell anyone the way I feel or my dillema.
and I hate that I will be the only person in my whole group of friends at school who didnt go off to camp or on vacation.
and I hate being confused.
and I hate that empty feeling I feel in the pit of my stumach when hes not around.
and I hate finding out bad things about the people I love.
and I hate people who hate me before they know me.
and I hate rumors.
and I hate people who think they are better than everyone else.
and I hate Bush [ im sorry if u disagree but I have my reasons]
and I hate when people sterio-type.
and I hate not being able to say what you mean [or what you feel]

I love my friends.
and I love lj and myspace.
and I love living.
and I love being in love.
and I love Josh ^_^.
and I love hallarious conversations.
and I love staring at a friend upside down and laughing at how stupid we are/hallarious it is [shelby].
and I love music.
and I love poetry.
and I love being with the people you love.
and I love that shivery feeling you get when the person you love is around you.
and I love flirty "im gonna kick ur ass" games.
and I love potatoes.
and I love hide-and-go-seek.
and I love polka dots.
and I love the occasional drink. [haha]
and I love cartoons.
and I love making new friends.
and I love hula hoops :)
and I love holding hands.
and I love kissing scenes. [it might be a bad fetish haha]
and I love the Hula Hoops Of Destruction.
and I love the Secret Society.
and I love hot skateboarders.
and I love saying things like using sex as a verb "i dont want to sex you"
or "can I molest your kitties".
and I love making people laugh even though im not funny.
and I love eating.
and I love running for no reason.
and I love good dreams ^_^
and I love staring up at the clouds and making out shapes in them.
and I love the stars.
and I love rocket ships and space.
and I love when people trust me.
and I love when people vent to me.
and I love trying to help people.
and I love musicals.
and I love when I have something to strive for.

[my moms making me eat...] ill edit and add more later.

and I love shelby for listening to my thoughts and reading my mind and laughing at me when I almost set my hand on fire, and being a great friend and an amzing person and always making me smile and laugh and occasionally pee my pants :)

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