-_-_-If it should stop, we'll take it from the top... again-_-_-

Jun 15, 2005 13:38

Heylo guys! AHHH IVE UPDATED LIKE 7 TIMES... and my computers just like "ehhh... i dont want to show that entry" soooo here I am.... trying again! haha okay sooo... yeah. AHHH I hate when people leave me, everyone needs to stay put and not go ANYWHERE!! because everyone keeps going on vaca [shelby, ayrn, taylor(did), syd, Josh, Kristina(is going to Norway soon),Jacob's at camps... fag, etc. etc. etc.] and then people are moving too [Kara... I will miss her sooo much!!! *_*.(crying face) ] why cant people STAY WHERE THEY ARE!!!! I hate change. I hate people leaving. I hate loosing friends. and I HATE when your best friendships are split up when they find new friends or you find new friends. Change is gay. and I need to excersize, m parents are worried that i might get the disease dana has and at first it makes you like anorexically skinny, so like yesterday they were like "Kelly your putting on some punds, I think you need to excersize..." and then they heard what they said and they started like "omg... your putting on WEIGHT YAY! " and shit it was sad that they would be happy b/c of that lmao, but I guess it was for a good cause.... haha soo I have to start working out and *mumbles* eating right.... AHHH. haha I need to get back into doing Palaties and stuff! and hopefully I can get some friends to do it with me... b/c its WAY more fun with friends, and you dont feel the strain as much,and then when you're done its like WOAAHHHH and you can feel how much better all your muscles are. Its completely awesome. TELL ME IF YOU WANT TO =D b/c that would be awesomely cool haha. RARRR haha taylor.... thats was creepy... Anyways. Thank you Shelby for teaching me how to do this... I miss you SOOOOOO MUCH!



"Keep On"
Its kinda of hard to communicate when your locked
in the trunk with your mouth taped shut:
making it hard to scream...
making it hard to hear

"My Eyes Burn"
My eyes burn,
from these tears
you think I'd learn over these years,
good things won't last forever

so what the hell am I supposed to do?
You only wanted the things I couldnt give to you
and you had it all anyway

So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place

So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place

Tell me I'm wrong when I say
I can't expect you to stay forever with me
I live for that single moment

I take back everything I've said
You wore those words on your lips
As if they meant anything anyway

Sometimes I feel I could drop off the face of the earth
It seems I do more harm than good
And I don't know if it's worth me loosing sleep over this

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