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[kellbell03]

i feel soooo dull and bored and just like blah.....school sucks....all my teachers and classmates make fun of my accent..but i don't think i have one!!! they're from farther south than i am!!! and my teacher's from austrailia!! and he thinks I have an accent?? NO! oh well....i had my french class for the first time today...i already missed the first day of class...and i was late getting there this morning, like i was yesterday because i almost ran over a guy that was walking w/ my car...(saleen neon) crapola! he got soo pissed off at me and was like cussing me out and stuff....i was like "I'M SORRY" haha i didn't mean to..honestly, i mean comeon! why would i purposfully hit someone w/ my car?? that's just crazyness! but anywho...so i walk into the classroom praying that it's the right one...of course everyone's staring me down like i'm george or something....and what do i do?? ....go ahead...guess..... i trip over someone's bookbag....and end up in the BACK of the room, w/ the bookbag still on my foot...embarassing doesnt' even begin to describe what i felt in that moment...so i finally get myself situated and give the bookbag back to the dude in the front row....and the teacher starts talking...in french....looks right at me and says a mouth-full of frenchness and i'm like "huh???" by that moment i think everyone knew who the comic relief was gonna be this semester....i almost cried i was so humiliated... but i guess it can't get much worse than that huh?? so if i made it through all that, i guess i can make it through anything else that happens to come my way....just pray for me....i'm gonna need it!!! ....still looking for a job....still not finding one....i've got $20 left in my wallet....and i've got the wrong post office key so i can't check my mail to get my debit card that should be in by now....SUCKS BALLS!!! oh well, things are bound to look up at some point right?? RIGHT!!! i'm gonna try to pump myself up now...i'm sick of being bored...so i'm gonna put my pinch me panties on and my wal*mart wifebeater and turn up some really loud music and do laundry or clean the toilet or something haha...so maybe i won't go that far, but the back porch does need to be swept off ;) haha....and i am running out of clean towels* i'm a horrible house keeper ;) haha but i'm workin on it!! i'm good to get myself to school onTIME* hehe oh well

STAY PERKY LADIES!!!!*
much love 2 YOU!!!
kell bell* xoxo btw*---george as in...bush* haha (don't ask)