Feeling really annoyed!
So about almost 9 months ago, my biggest mistake and I broke up. He thinks that its ok to start talking to me again, and basiclly wants to be my friend. I kinda hoped he would never come back into my life again, I mean he was everything that I said I would never date. He asked me if we could be friends like we used to be, I don't really know how to answer him on that , because well I am pretty indiferent about this whole situation. (is that the right word I am looking for?) Anyways, I don't think I could there are so may things that I cant stand about him, and very little that I can. I wish I could post the conversation that I just had with the kid. He is kinda pathetic. He is basiclly telling me that he has changed, and is nothing like the way he was 9 months ago. I mean good for him, because well he needed to change.
Not that you really should compare your boyfriends to any or your past relationships but its so hard not to. Ken was the biggest asshole compared to them all. I mean I don't think I have ever cryed so much in a relationship before. (other then the end of the last one ) And well I dont think my family would even be at all excited about the fact that we are friends again. THE HATE HIM! I think its almost become a trend to dislike my past boyfriends, althoguh the last one could just be alot of anger toward him b/c of what happened. I think I wouldnt mind being friends with Justin. He is an awesome person and we had a lot of fun together. I dont recall many dull moments.
I need to stop dwelling in the past . Actually I should stop talking about it totally! I am going to have the most amazing week ever. Wendsday , I am goin to a Sox game, should be pretty sweet seeing as they are box seats! Free beer! lol WATCH OUT! Then thursday I am going to Lond Island to hang out with some friends, and go to an instalation dinner with Eric, Kristen, and Jake. I can't wait to see them! Anyways, I will get back to this later...
Not that you really should compare your boyfriends to any or your past relationships but its so hard not to. Ken was the biggest asshole compared to them all. I mean I don't think I have ever cryed so much in a relationship before. (other then the end of the last one ) And well I dont think my family would even be at all excited about the fact that we are friends again. THE HATE HIM! I think its almost become a trend to dislike my past boyfriends, althoguh the last one could just be alot of anger toward him b/c of what happened. I think I wouldnt mind being friends with Justin. He is an awesome person and we had a lot of fun together. I dont recall many dull moments.
I need to stop dwelling in the past . Actually I should stop talking about it totally! I am going to have the most amazing week ever. Wendsday , I am goin to a Sox game, should be pretty sweet seeing as they are box seats! Free beer! lol WATCH OUT! Then thursday I am going to Lond Island to hang out with some friends, and go to an instalation dinner with Eric, Kristen, and Jake. I can't wait to see them! Anyways, I will get back to this later...