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its now sunday & the procrastination begins..
so last night i was just sitting here listening to the garden state soundtrack and playing with my gold mardi gras beads. i was twisting them around and i was making a really cool design and then the string snapped. and in that second it felt like everything was back to normal. i dont know, i cant really describe it, and it seems weird. but yea. i think i was becoming an extremist. but just thinking about all the stuff i wanted to do, but not actually doing it. for example, the whole smoking pot thing. i feel bad. no, people, ive never done it. but just looking back at it all, i just feel bad. it really isnt me. i used to be such a goody-too-shoes and then my life started changing so drastically that i didnt know how to catch up. yea, well it didnt change that much. i dont know.
i saw sideways last night. it was a good movie. as i was sitting there watching it, those black would come on the screen (fromthefilm/projector) and id wait to see it. i realized i do that everytime i'm at the movies. i love seeing those dots. its so bizarre, but it just makes life so whole. next time your at the movies(if anyone even reads this) look for those quick little dots.
i love them.