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these past weeks have been some tough ones. i'm trying to face all of the feelings boddled up inside me. especially the sad, lonely one. i think i've faced it pretty well, actually. a few tears shed, but nothing big. thats life. i'm glad to live it.
i guess i dont feel stable both metally and well physically? yea. mentally my emotions keep changing, i think it's because i havent been taking vitamins. and in a physical sense, i guess with my friends. some aggravate me, some i'm getting closer with, some i just know will always be there and some are all of that. i love them, i really do. its just. i'm waiting for something big to happen. a big change. i know its there ready to pop out. do i want it to? i dont know. maybe, if and only if it will stablize all these feelings.
ive been having these mood swings, but once i am out of them i just feel great! ready to live this great life that i have.
i have high expectations on what my teenage life is supposed to be. i should stop that, i should just live life. & i'm going to try and do that. 'tis hard. peoples feelings on life really influence me to think differently in a negative sense.
without those acryllic nails on, ive come to love nail polish.
i love my hair. i love the color.
ashlee simpson is too cool.
i miss lck... alot.
man, life, what an outrageous, spectacular, mindblowing thing.