Aug 11, 2006 09:58
ok. *deep breath*. I do this pretty much every summer, but I've decided that this should be the year that I finally get all my shit together.
I'm FINALLY to the point where I feel like I DON'T need a relationship. Unfortunately this means I might have to burst someone's bubble, but honestly I have no remorse/pity. I've had it happen to me, numerous times. They'll take it just fine. =]
So yes, boys are out of the picture. Just...OUT. And it feels pretty nice to be honest.
Also, I'm gonna whip my ass into shape before volleyball. Even though this season definitely won't be a killer one, I kind of want to try and break some personal records. Just to say I got in shape and all.
I've been drinking two 24 oz. water bottles a day (at least). You'd be amazed to see how much this can inspire you to better your life haha. I've NEVER had as much water as I'm supposed to. I hate water. But I'm training myself to like it and it's cool.
I think the reality of this year is finally setting in. I'm gonna have my hands full with a LOT of stuff. And I'm gonna be stressed. No matter how hard I try to avoid it. I can't pull another year where I can joke around all the time, unfortunately. I'm just hoping it'll all be worth it. =]