Jan 09, 2006 16:57
My dad lost my keys and then tried to blame it on me...
I despise him when he does that. I'll tell him something, and then he will repeat it back to me like 20 minutes later like he's the one informing ME of this recent newsflash. He also ignores me most of the time, which is fine by me since he smokes like a chimney and drowns himself in alcohol...but when guess come over, it's "Kelly do this" or "Kelly do that" and if he's feeling cocky, he'll make some sort of loud ass remark about my weight which is quite hypocritical coming from a man with a bottomless beer belly who nearly had a heart attack. Manipulating control freak...
I love my father, I really do, but he aggravates me so much. I suppose over the years my resentment for what he put my mom, sister, and I through has intensified. I would never wanna go back to the house in Dale City. If I did, I'd probably just wanna throw rocks at it like Jenny did in "Forrest Gump".
He's the reason why on some subconscious level, I hate men and why I despise alcohol which just annoys me cause the majority of my peers act like alcohol is an orgasm in a bottle. Seriously, this is why there should be no drinking age...if some 8 year old drinks themself to death, well, they needed to be removed from the gene pool anyway.