In a Funk
So I've been off for the last two days and I have to say, have been pretty much worthless. I've done absolutely nothing but sleep, eat, watch TV and play on the computer. I haven't even as much as stepped foot out of the house. I let the dog out a minute ago and realized how freakin' cold it is outside. It's like winter out there!
I'm not extremely worried about this sad state that I've been in just yet. Every year when summer is over and winter starts to set in I get the winter blues. It just seems that it's starting earlier this year. Normally it's after the trees are bare and the time changes and it gets dark earlier.
I guess this year it's just another reminder that I'm by myself. I don't regret the fact that I divorced Keith but I miss sitting by the fire and talking about silly stuff. I miss cuddling up in bed and putting my freezing cold feet on him and him not caring one little bit. It's not him I miss but the love and companionship. I'm starting to wonder if I'll ever find someone who will ever be able to get that close. I've stopped letting people get too close. Anywho, I guess I should try to get a little nap in before getting up to go play with the girls in the AM.
I'm not extremely worried about this sad state that I've been in just yet. Every year when summer is over and winter starts to set in I get the winter blues. It just seems that it's starting earlier this year. Normally it's after the trees are bare and the time changes and it gets dark earlier.
I guess this year it's just another reminder that I'm by myself. I don't regret the fact that I divorced Keith but I miss sitting by the fire and talking about silly stuff. I miss cuddling up in bed and putting my freezing cold feet on him and him not caring one little bit. It's not him I miss but the love and companionship. I'm starting to wonder if I'll ever find someone who will ever be able to get that close. I've stopped letting people get too close. Anywho, I guess I should try to get a little nap in before getting up to go play with the girls in the AM.