Sickness continues.

Feb 07, 2012 00:03


It is almost midnight and I am laying in my huge bed with my foot propped up on ice cause it wasn't in its cast all day. I went to the doctor earlier today cause my cold was getting worse not better I haven't been able to go to work because of it. And low and behold I have bronchitis so I am bedridden and quarantined until further notice. I may or may not go to work tomorrow. Depends on how I feel in the morning. And just suffice it to say there is some major stressors going on in this house and my sickness is the least of any ones worries. But I am finally getting caught up on all my bills enough to get an iPad this weekend. I am so excited about it.

I was watching "Tangled" the other day and in one scene the characters are all stating what their dream is and it got me to thinking I know my long term goals. But short term what is my dream and then it just hit me like a ton of bricks as I am writing this; my dream in the short term is to have all of my friends come over to my house and have a BBQ. I want peace and harmony between those I love.
And I will say both sides are doing splendidly I just want that next step.

And my mid term goal/dream is to go out west and visit all my family and also to go back to school.

My long term goal/dream is to be married with kids and have a better job than the one I have. And to finally say that I have put the past behind me and I am happy. And not just a temporary happy. I am referring to a permanent and all over happy.

I know that all my dreams will come true I just have to work on them. And I just realized I may be able to see my family sooner than I thought.

And now to round back onto me being sick. This may just be a pathetic cry for attention or it may just be me just venting to the blogosphere. I am miserable. I miss my friends. I miss my nyès. I miss being able to breathe properly and also I miss being able to walk without pain. As it now has crossed over to 12:01 and I may have to go to work tomorrow I will put my phone down and call it a night. And just a test if u are reading this please text me. I am just curious as to who all reads this.

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