Saying goodbye to Hamilton!
So, I really want to leave Hamilton. I want to move somewhere warmer. I would love to live in Cali...but it's soo expensive. Thinking about moving to Arizona. I absolutely love Scottsdale...but once again, expensive. The only thing that is holding me back is taking Cole away from everyone. I am scared to take him away from his family. I loved having a big family growing up, and it seems selfish of me to take him away from it and go to some place where we don't know anyone. I don't trust anyone else to watch him but my family....so how would Jason and I ever doing anything...we wouldn't. It's so hard now to do anything, because I have to put him first. Which, I don't mind at all because I love him more than life itself. I really feel like Cole makes me a better person and helps me to make better choices in my life. Plus, I definately do not want to raise a child in Hamilton. Not, that I had a bad upbringing in Hamilton...there is just better places I would like to raise my son.