Your crazy kitten smile.
It's going to be a very long two and a half months.
Tuesday, while very therapeutic in terms of being able to get some things off my chest, has brought back so many memories and so many things that were better left where they were: in the back of my mind, collecting dust. On top of that, I have an active imagination, so the reasons behind possible heart-exploding-into-shards moments are far, far too vivid for my sanity.
There are things that I would be posting here, but I don't particularly want to share them with the internet. I could stand a good heart-to-heart with Juliet at the moment, though. Also, as a reminder: tea! It needs to happen.
In vaguely related news, I really don't like censoring myself. Sigh.
I still have three hours in the middle of every day, and I rarely have anything to do in that time, which leads to a lot of thinking. It's not helping with the sanity thing. Unfortunately, it's also the only spare time I tend to have these days, which makes it really rather frustrating that I can't do anything better with the time. After classes, I always have somewhere to be and something that needs doing. It's tiring. And it's only week three. I'm honestly not sure how I'm going to manage until December. As far as I can tell, something will have to give. It might end up being me, but I'd really rather not be the doormat, just this once.
True love lives on lollipops and crisps.
Oh, this song. How it breaks my heart, every time. I'm so glad they have a version of it recorded. (I still need to get a copy of "House of Cards". Or I could just buy In Rainbows, since my store carries it...)
This song, however, just reminds me of late night driving in August, and things that I'd be better forgetting. Which is unfortunate, because it really is a good song, otherwise.
Right. I think it must be bedtime, since I'm at the point where if I think any more, I'll be up for hours. Fingers crossed that I'll get through the weekend. Actually, fingers crossed that I'll get through the semester.
What was I thinking?
Tuesday, while very therapeutic in terms of being able to get some things off my chest, has brought back so many memories and so many things that were better left where they were: in the back of my mind, collecting dust. On top of that, I have an active imagination, so the reasons behind possible heart-exploding-into-shards moments are far, far too vivid for my sanity.
There are things that I would be posting here, but I don't particularly want to share them with the internet. I could stand a good heart-to-heart with Juliet at the moment, though. Also, as a reminder: tea! It needs to happen.
In vaguely related news, I really don't like censoring myself. Sigh.
I still have three hours in the middle of every day, and I rarely have anything to do in that time, which leads to a lot of thinking. It's not helping with the sanity thing. Unfortunately, it's also the only spare time I tend to have these days, which makes it really rather frustrating that I can't do anything better with the time. After classes, I always have somewhere to be and something that needs doing. It's tiring. And it's only week three. I'm honestly not sure how I'm going to manage until December. As far as I can tell, something will have to give. It might end up being me, but I'd really rather not be the doormat, just this once.
True love lives on lollipops and crisps.
Oh, this song. How it breaks my heart, every time. I'm so glad they have a version of it recorded. (I still need to get a copy of "House of Cards". Or I could just buy In Rainbows, since my store carries it...)
This song, however, just reminds me of late night driving in August, and things that I'd be better forgetting. Which is unfortunate, because it really is a good song, otherwise.
Right. I think it must be bedtime, since I'm at the point where if I think any more, I'll be up for hours. Fingers crossed that I'll get through the weekend. Actually, fingers crossed that I'll get through the semester.
What was I thinking?