random rant
okay so lately i've been feeling a little out of place. i don't know why either. i feel like i don't fit in where i'm supposed to and i feel like i'm trying to be someone i'm not. i know who i am, but i feel like i'm trying to be someone totally different from, well, ME. i have everything planned out, but i don't know how to continue laying out the plan.
i'm almost done with my associate's degree and then the next step is transferring. i have to get 2 more classes in and get some other things taken care of before i can even transfer out to cal state fullerton. ugh! everything is just taking too long! it doesn't help when my mom is telling me all of these discouraging things instead of encouraging ones. i hate how she makes me sound like a failure or a lazy ass. i'm neither. it's just taking me a little longer than other people to get things done, but at least i'm getting it done. she should at least be happy that i decided to go to college. i know a lot of people who aren't even college and aren't even planning to go. she even said that vocational school is not real school. it still is a school, it just doesn't give you a bachelor's or a master's degree. a lot of the nurses get their degrees from vocational schools, and they're making bank. babe's uncle doesn't have a degree from college but he's making up to $50 an hour for the work he does. i know people in construction who don't have college degrees but they're out there making bank too. speaking of pay, i need to get a better job cause $6.75 just isn't cutting it. my cousin said i can get a job with him at ameriquest mortgage, but i just have to talk to my other cousin to see if there's openings. if that works out, i'm thinking of going up their corporate ladder and staying with them even when i get my bachelor's. that's an awesome sounding idea.
okay that's enough ranting. catch you all on the flipside. take care.
i'm almost done with my associate's degree and then the next step is transferring. i have to get 2 more classes in and get some other things taken care of before i can even transfer out to cal state fullerton. ugh! everything is just taking too long! it doesn't help when my mom is telling me all of these discouraging things instead of encouraging ones. i hate how she makes me sound like a failure or a lazy ass. i'm neither. it's just taking me a little longer than other people to get things done, but at least i'm getting it done. she should at least be happy that i decided to go to college. i know a lot of people who aren't even college and aren't even planning to go. she even said that vocational school is not real school. it still is a school, it just doesn't give you a bachelor's or a master's degree. a lot of the nurses get their degrees from vocational schools, and they're making bank. babe's uncle doesn't have a degree from college but he's making up to $50 an hour for the work he does. i know people in construction who don't have college degrees but they're out there making bank too. speaking of pay, i need to get a better job cause $6.75 just isn't cutting it. my cousin said i can get a job with him at ameriquest mortgage, but i just have to talk to my other cousin to see if there's openings. if that works out, i'm thinking of going up their corporate ladder and staying with them even when i get my bachelor's. that's an awesome sounding idea.
okay that's enough ranting. catch you all on the flipside. take care.