to Casey
Casey I miss you so much right now. It's not fair that you're gone. Why did you do that? Why? You knew things could get better. I believed they could. These were gonna be the best years. The ones we'd laugh about in the future. Because we'd always be friends. No one could match up a better group than You, Nicole, and Me. We were the three musketeers, baby. No one could split us up. I know for a while we had a really rough time because of all the shit you and Nicole were going through. But we got through it and you guys got better. I remember on your birthday, one year ago from today, Nicole was absent at school and it was just me and you at lunch. You said I was your Nicole and your Kelly. You hugged me. You made me feel so special, Casey. Everyday as we all were walking to the buses, you would always give me a hug and a kiss goodbye. And I would never kiss any of you guys because it just didnt feel right to me yet. You guys were so close and I wasn't as close yet. Then finally, the day we talked about hanging out over the weekend, when we left to go the buses I kissed you goodbye and gave you the biggest hug ever. You died that night. A big part of me died that night too. I miss you so much it hurts all the time, Casey. You were the greatest person I have ever met. That I ever will meet. No one can replace you. Ever. Happy birthday, Caseykinz. It would of been the greatest 15th birthday ever. I love you forever and always.
-Kelly