all guys suck
sooo lets see this week has been ok umm sunday we had a bbq for my mom it was kinda boring but o well thne monday i went and hung out with jeff and tuesday i had to work yesterday i went a guard meeting i had no idea there was and theres a bunch of new girls signing up not to sure how i feel about all that its a good thing but i just dont like change
theres a lot more crap thats happened this week that i dont think i really want to get into maybe later i think i need a vacation actually i kno i do im sick of scs and most of the people here it seems like w/e i do i make someone mad and everyones always mad at me for something stupid even kathryn
and i got paid like 3 days and i only have 4 dollars left to last me for almost 2 weeks it sucks
i have tomorrow off and idk what im doing then saturday i work 4-c thats gonna kick my ass and i work sunday to 5-9 i have the most hours out everyone this week :) which makes me happy but i prolly wont next week i'll prolly get like 5
last night at the meeting me em lindz and marisa were sitting there and i was just thinking about this is r last year were planning for we have one more year all together 2 months ago i was really excited and couldnt wait but now im sad and i dont want it to come its gonna be here so fast in a year its gonna be my turn say goodbye and leave highschool and be forced to grow up and im scared if i dont go away to college im gonna be stuck here and thats something i really dont want to happen i wanna go away and be a kid as long as i can be but if i stay here i dont think i can ......i really think i wanna go out of state just for 2 years even if its a community college somewhere else just to get away and not have to grow up so fast
well enough about stinky college im going to take a shower
theres a lot more crap thats happened this week that i dont think i really want to get into maybe later i think i need a vacation actually i kno i do im sick of scs and most of the people here it seems like w/e i do i make someone mad and everyones always mad at me for something stupid even kathryn
and i got paid like 3 days and i only have 4 dollars left to last me for almost 2 weeks it sucks
i have tomorrow off and idk what im doing then saturday i work 4-c thats gonna kick my ass and i work sunday to 5-9 i have the most hours out everyone this week :) which makes me happy but i prolly wont next week i'll prolly get like 5
last night at the meeting me em lindz and marisa were sitting there and i was just thinking about this is r last year were planning for we have one more year all together 2 months ago i was really excited and couldnt wait but now im sad and i dont want it to come its gonna be here so fast in a year its gonna be my turn say goodbye and leave highschool and be forced to grow up and im scared if i dont go away to college im gonna be stuck here and thats something i really dont want to happen i wanna go away and be a kid as long as i can be but if i stay here i dont think i can ......i really think i wanna go out of state just for 2 years even if its a community college somewhere else just to get away and not have to grow up so fast
well enough about stinky college im going to take a shower