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i had an epiphany today.
i am a failure. please do not contradict my conclusion, because i will prove you wrong.
i realized that unless i truly pull myself together now i will never be anything but the funny sarcastic girl. ever.
i don't take myself seriously, so why would i expect other people to take me seriously. i am sick of being a big joke. =/
i don't know, man. dion and i really bonded over tour and he helped me realize a lot about myself. and i realized a lot about him. he really is an amazing person. he is absolutely hilarious & he's really easy to talk to. i miss him already.
it also kind of hit me that soon i will not be with my friends. it is a crazy thing to think that soon i won't see brigid or chase or brian every single day. and that terrifies me. brigid will be three hours away, and that's so scary. i will miss her so much.
i hope i like wayne state, and i hope i get a cool roomate. i am scared to go in blind =/
i am a failure. please do not contradict my conclusion, because i will prove you wrong.
i realized that unless i truly pull myself together now i will never be anything but the funny sarcastic girl. ever.
i don't take myself seriously, so why would i expect other people to take me seriously. i am sick of being a big joke. =/
i don't know, man. dion and i really bonded over tour and he helped me realize a lot about myself. and i realized a lot about him. he really is an amazing person. he is absolutely hilarious & he's really easy to talk to. i miss him already.
it also kind of hit me that soon i will not be with my friends. it is a crazy thing to think that soon i won't see brigid or chase or brian every single day. and that terrifies me. brigid will be three hours away, and that's so scary. i will miss her so much.
i hope i like wayne state, and i hope i get a cool roomate. i am scared to go in blind =/