Happy 18th birthday...sorry so late. =(

[kelbel308]

God I'm a terrible fucking friend. What ever happened to me? I've forgotten the most important day of my BESTFRIEND's life. Her 18th birthday? I've been so caught up in getting back into school ...I FORGOT the 6th had passed. I did remember it earlier this week. "Ooh Ashley's birthday is coming up.", but I didn't realize it has already passed, and I didn't even give her a call, or nothing. I think I chatted with her on her birthday, but didn't say anything. I feel like fucking shit right now. I'm so sorry Ashley ..I'm going to make it up to you somehow. I love you. I'm sorry for the mistakes I'vd said and done. I really am. Your a really great and understanding friend. I really miss you ..I want us to be close like we used to be.. well even though we are in college now, and no longer ride the school bus and see eachother everyday .. but somehow we should get together more often. It didn't really work out through highschool, but I'm going to try to work it out so we can see eachother and hang out more often. We've been bestfriends since we were in kindergarden, and all the way through now .. but I felt as if I lost you when we started high school. I didn't know what happened and if we were even still bestfriends, since we only kept in touch once a month or so. Your right, no matter what happens... we are still going to be bestfriends. I'm not going to lose you. I feel like posting a picture of us...

http://www.boomspeed.com/kelbel3885/meashleybarbies.jpg

:')