happy happy happy....no
i know my past journals have been kinda depressing. i'm sorry. as hard as i try i just can't be as happy as i used to be. for some reason i'm just not hyper and crazy. but i'm going to delcambre this weekend and i'm gonna have so much fun. like i don't care what i do but i'm definatly gonna make up for this shitty way i feel. alright bye.