such a bothersome thing called "real life"

Oct 20, 2008 15:33

Uni started again and I just had to realise again that there won't be much time for fangirling anymore... *sights*
And there will be "Physikum (preliminary medical examination) in March so I already (or rather urgently) have to start learning and practising for that….
This semester there is only one lecture; the rest are seminars for which I always have to be prepared …and present (xD ) and 2 (well rather 4) tests EVERY week…. yaaaay
And I have to give 4 presentation in various subjects .. *sights again* (did I mention how much I hate standing in front of my fellow students, babbling about stuff I don’t really understand, hoping Power point works out and that the prof won’t ask ugly questions >.< )
Demo, Ganbarimasu!!!!
Up till now I was (gladly) able to pass all my exams on first try (and I hope I can keep this up) but “Physikum” is really different….I mean….it’s so unbelievable and endlessly MUCH knowledge! I was always relieved when I was able to put the stuff of one semester into my head….BUT I ALREADY FORGOT MOST OF IT
You can’t imagine how depressing that can be…knowing that I have to relearn all of it….TILL MARCH *cries*
This means a lot of work! At least
Chikara…onegai!!

At least there are these tiny short moments when I can enjoy a bit of music (it really keeps me alive)…and I absolutely fell for TVXQ…I guess I have to order CDs again….goodbye money!
And somehow I start to not really care anymore what other people might think of me… I just try to enjoy what makes me happy…
And things like this make me keep going!!!

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love in the ice
such a great performance....makes me shiver every time

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Kiss shita mama, sayonara
I love this song so much....just so sad ;__;

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Proud
another song I can listen to over and over again, and the perf is sort of heartbreaking

fandom, real life

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