break is almost over!
Sooo this break has been really good, its been alot of fun, and also really relaxing, which is deffinetly what i needed. But although its been really good ive had alot of things goin on in my little mind. With my friends and such. And i know the whole tyler thing is done and over, but we dont even talk anymore. I dont want this to sound like i want to be with him again, becuase i dont. and he doesnt, he's happily with his new girlfriend. But i cant stop thinking about how much he has changed, to me. He was my best friend, and now i just lost him completly. We said we were going to be friends- thats it. and thats all im looking for. But i cant help but seem how he seems so different, even though i havnt talked to him. Hes was a good guy, but he was really an ass to me, and he really, really hurt me. But ive just been thinking about this so much. I miss how he used to be, and i dont want to bother him, he's happy, but we said we were going to stay friends, but now i dont even know if that is going to work, but i dont even know if being friends even mattered to him, ahhhhhhhhh i just dont know much i guess. But i just had to get this off my mind, and now i can just let it go. woooo alright, im better.
So this break has been alot of fun, christmas was great, new years was fun, i went to billys, then paiges, which was interesting and funny as usual, ive been shopping, and just hanging out with people. Ive been running to! One day i ran to lifetime, and then worked out and stuff. I ran yesterday too, and sat in the hot tub, which felt really good on my back. Then went to the handlers! i love them!
But yeah about my back these past few days without practice has been really good. We had practice on wedsnesday and thursday, which i kept my tuck ( b/c i got it on thursday at tumble) and now i am going to practice with my back well rested and not hurting dso bad, and hopefully can still do it! yeah go me! hahah well ive been good.
Life has been good, i have great friends, and i dont want anyone to think that i want tyler back- because i dont-at all. But i do want a friend back. so yea, but i dont know, i cant care about this anymore, because it is, i dont know, stupid. Well yea i will probably put some pictures up here but now i have to go get ready for practice.
Keep the peace- please.
♥
So this break has been alot of fun, christmas was great, new years was fun, i went to billys, then paiges, which was interesting and funny as usual, ive been shopping, and just hanging out with people. Ive been running to! One day i ran to lifetime, and then worked out and stuff. I ran yesterday too, and sat in the hot tub, which felt really good on my back. Then went to the handlers! i love them!
But yeah about my back these past few days without practice has been really good. We had practice on wedsnesday and thursday, which i kept my tuck ( b/c i got it on thursday at tumble) and now i am going to practice with my back well rested and not hurting dso bad, and hopefully can still do it! yeah go me! hahah well ive been good.
Life has been good, i have great friends, and i dont want anyone to think that i want tyler back- because i dont-at all. But i do want a friend back. so yea, but i dont know, i cant care about this anymore, because it is, i dont know, stupid. Well yea i will probably put some pictures up here but now i have to go get ready for practice.
Keep the peace- please.
♥