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Nov 20, 2005 13:00


yeaa, the livejournal days are hopefully going to return.
Right now i am sitting here with the tina, at my side. 
We just finished making chocolate chip pancakes, man were
they delicious.
Well things have been pretty good.  Well thats a lie.
Everything was going good untill this week, well acctually last weekend, when i started acting sad.  Well monday, kinda sucked.  There were cheer tryouts, our varsity team stayed the same, =) yay! then i went to dance.  Then i just talked on the phone when tyler, and thats when he..yea, well broke up with me. yeah he did, im not going to deny it. We went out for 6 months, but its seemed so much longer then that. And i loved every minuet of it but, yea its over and i just need to get over it.   So tuesday really sucked because i only saw him with her the entire day and it just hurt me, but then after school, i had chelsea and tina and liz to cheer me up after a total day of suck.  And then the best team ever...is truly the best team ever. The put me in a better mood, they always know what to say.  So i was feeling better.  Then we were stunting, and i hit douce's shoulder with my face, and i heard something crack, and then my face really hurt, and then just my nose, and it was huge. But after i got my back handsrping back tuck! So then i went to chelseas and ate, and we chatted and she did some grand little dances for me. And i realzed how much i LOVE my friends and my team, with out them, i would probably still be in a little hole crying.  hahah Yea so then at like 11 my mom picked me up from chelseas and i went to the hospital, was there almost till 1.  They said it wasnt broken, but then they called back a few days later and said it was! Yea so that was a great day.  The next days were better, but things i knew werent going to be like how they used to be.  I wish i could say somethings, with out making myself look like a complete idiot, but ahh i dont know.  I will be ok.  I know i will, but i think if you truly love someone you cant just get over them, just like that.  You need time, until you find a love for someone new, but i dont think you will ever forget them.  And im only 14, acctually almost 15, in 10 days! yea baby, and thats just the begining, i dont even know what im saying, i never do. GOD I SUCK AT LIVEJOURNAL ENTRYS.

Yea so ill be ok, and i love my friends.

bye.
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