Mar 22, 2006 22:43
it seems like all my relationships are falling apart. at the end of the day i cant help but think that no one really does care about me. it scares me that i might just have nobody. lately i just keep quiet and dont say anything, im afraid im going to end up saying something stupid or wrong. i do this to myself. i just get so scared that i will ultimately have no one.
i dont know i just feel that people are drifting farther away from me. it sucks.
i really dont know what to say.
also i cannot look at myself in the mirror. it just makes me want to die really. ill just have to work on that though.
fuck i wish things were going good for once.
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kelsey