phone
ah i really am freaked out. it must be bad that im that worried about a simple phone call. just the whole thought of conversation on the phone is insane. i hate talking on the phone. i know i have a cell phone but i never make phone calls on it, i usually just text people. just the thought of having to phone someone makes me just want to die actually. this is a fear i really need to get over. its ruining my life. my parents cant phone and make decisions for me anymore since im 18 and that is really scary. like ive had to phone to make an appointment with someone for the past week and yeah i havent got the courage to do it. tomorrow i have to phone my work and tell them that im ready to go back to work. i need to do it obviously but yeah id rather die. so im going to wake up early tomorrow and work up the nerve to phone. i hate this. this is one of the reasons ive lost so many friends, i dont phone them to hangout or anything.
yeah so shit. most likely ill write out my conversation prior to.
haha im really pathetic.
adios,
kelsey
yeah so shit. most likely ill write out my conversation prior to.
haha im really pathetic.
adios,
kelsey