fading away
so im in a really confusing mess in which is called my life right now.. yeah i really dont know whats happening to me but yeah i took a leave from work (im hoping to go back as soon as possible). im just really confused with everything. i just feel completely awful. ive been just staying in my room for the majority of my time, the rest of the time is just spent on my couch watching movies. i have no energy to do anything. i havent even showered in the past couple of days. i just dont know whats happening to me. i feel like im just fading away.
i did go and talk to someone about counseling for myself. yeah it will take a couple of weeks before i can get in to see someone. which is somewhat of a problem seeing as i need someone to talk to desperately now. also they phoned today and they think i should go away. yeah i dont know how i feel about that. everything is not really personal anymore. yeah i wouldnt be able to tell my sister because yeah everything goes round. all our friends are basically the same people. honestly i dont want anyone to know my personal business like that. yeah so its a mess.
im a mess, i guess.
honestly i dont know what to do anymore. i feel so confused.
im done.
adios,
kelsey
i did go and talk to someone about counseling for myself. yeah it will take a couple of weeks before i can get in to see someone. which is somewhat of a problem seeing as i need someone to talk to desperately now. also they phoned today and they think i should go away. yeah i dont know how i feel about that. everything is not really personal anymore. yeah i wouldnt be able to tell my sister because yeah everything goes round. all our friends are basically the same people. honestly i dont want anyone to know my personal business like that. yeah so its a mess.
im a mess, i guess.
honestly i dont know what to do anymore. i feel so confused.
im done.
adios,
kelsey