cant stand it

[kel_sey]

i feel completely hopeless.. i seriously dont know what to do. i really wish i was feeling alright. work just depresses me and so does life. i really dont want to do anything anymore. i just want to stay in my room. the reality is that i have to go to work and i have to live my life. yeah i guess ill have to do it whether im happy or not. ive tried so hard to make myself happy and enjoy life and tried to work things out but yeah it just all ends in disappointment. i cant stand it.

sadly and honestly i just want to end it all. i wish i didnt feel that way but i do and i cant stand this.

adios,
kelsey