Feb 01, 2006 22:47
ive just been thinking alot lately about having a boyfriend. yeah i feel quite lonely most of the time, ok all the time . i wish i had the confidence that my friends and well sister have to let someone know that i do like them or even show them. yeah im not really the kind of person to show those feelings even though i do have them. i think im quite ready and deserving of a boyfriend. yeah, i think about it a little too much. im way too shy period. i wish i was more outgoing. im quite awesome making friends and i have alot of guy friends but yeah when it comes to a relationship i freeze and it never happens. i just dont want to be alone forever. it sucks being alone. yeah i really want to find someone.
so today what did i do. i worked which was alright. stressful. then the rest of the day was spent watching tv and eating. haha
im going to go though. ill write later
adios,
kelsey