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Well I haven't updated this thing in a long time....
A lot of things have happened since this last update.... Jess and I moved to Coeburn... Our friend Ashley moved in with us, and Katt is here like almost every night. I just wanted to take the time to write this to my girls.
--- You all mean the world to me, I know that sometimes I can be a total bitch, I understand this.... It happens... and Im sorry, but in spite of all of that, you all are still there for me, after all the shit that i do* I have never walked into a friendship like the one all of use share. It is one that I will truly treasure for the rest of my life. I know that I can look back when im like 80 years old, and be telling my grandchildren and great grandchildren about you all, about all of the memories that we have shared, and the memories that are soon to come. You all mean everything to me right now, you are more than my friends, you are like my sisters. I know i complain all the time, but you still put up with me. I seriously have layed in my bed at night, and thanked god that you all are here for me. These are the greatest years of our lives girls..... and so far we have lived it up.
_*Jessica*_ Me and you share the most memories.... We have stuck this thing out for like 6 years, we have had our bad times, but when you look back, the good ones overcome the bad. I have made many mistakes, mostly with guys....But you have always been standing there at the end with open arms, welcoming me back in. You are my best friend.... The friendship we share will never be like any other.... If something ever happened to you I seriously dont think that I would make it, and that is no lie...... We are so much alike, (which is bad at times) but that just makes us bond. To live with someone for almost a year, and get into one actual fight..... that says something right there..... we would like to kill each other at times..... but never once at the end of one of our fights have i thought that i'd lost your friendship. B/c the relationship we have isn't one that is just going to be thrown away, it will always remain.... As we grow older , there is a chance we will grow apart(probably not, probably still be together on our death bed lol).. But you will always remain in my heart..... -Thankyou for what you have given me-
-*-Ashley-*- We haven't know each other for a long time, But it feels as though we have been friends our whole lives.... I'm not understanding/patient with you at times, and im sorry..... I shouldn't be like that, because you are so good to me, and I wouldn't want to be treated like that. You are an amazing girl, I know that you will find happiness, you deserve it more than any of us. Your heart is just so full of love..... I know you would do everything in your power to help one of us if we were in a bad situation. Even kick some ass lol just jokin* But for real.... I'm glad that you came into our lives, you are one of the greatest people I have ever met. I wish you would stop being sad all the time and look and see what you have right in front of you.... -a loving family (me, jess, and katt)- =) I'm always here for you baby! I wish you the best, and I know things are going to start looking up baby, I love you so very very much!*
-*-Katt-*- I wuv you so much darlin. We understand each other so well, that sounds stupid, but we really do, we know exactly how each other is feeling without even saying anything. We are so much alike, even though your weird and im normal, just jokin* lol..... You deserve happiness, and you need to go ahead and pursue it..... It's right at your fingertips, you just have to reach out and grasp it. If everything fails, you will have me right here waiting for you with my arms wide open. You are a great person.....Your one that i feel as though I can discuss anything with. Im always her for you darlin.... and remember *big girls need luvin to* lol
--* There are only 3 things a girl needs, Love to make her weak, Alochol to make her strong, and a BEST FRIEND to pick her up when they both make her fall
--*You wanna see who your real friends are, fuck up and then see who's still there
--* When no one is there for you, and you think no one cares; When the whole world walks out on you, and you think you're all alone, I'll be there. When the one you care about the most could care less about you; When the one you gave your heart to, throws it in your face, I'll be there. When the person you trusted, betrays you; When the person you share all your memories with, can't even remember your bday, I'll be there. When all you need is a friend, To listen to you whine; When all you need is someone to catch your tears, I'll be there. When your heart hurts so bad, you can't even breathe; When you just want to crawl up and die, I'll be there. When you start to cry, after hearing that sad song; When the tears just won't stop falling down, I'll be there. So you see I'll be there until the end. This is a promise I can make. If you ever need me... Just let me now and I will be there.
OK GURLS>... lol I love you all.... holla*