Things are looking Up!* =)
At the beginning of this week i was going to lunch at school, and i was told that i was lacking a science class in order to get my advanced diploma, which is really funny, because i went up there this summer, talked to the guidance counselor, and specifically asked him if i needed to take anymore classes to get my advanced diploma, his answer was *no*..... so anyways.... I am freakin out all week, because im taking math analysis, which is hard as hell, and i didnt even think i was going to be able to pass that, but i have to have that to get a scholarship, it is one of the required maths, and i was taking marketing, which i wasnt suppose to drop, because i had got out of school first semester at 2 w/out taking the actual class...... SO anyways, basically i couldnt drop anything... i could either get an advanced diploma, or a scholarship, ALL BECAUSE OF THE STUPID CHS GUIDANCE COUNESLOR.... and work made it hard to do homework, i would get off around 11 and then come home, stay up and do it, so go to bed around 2ish.... So i told mom about it, she went to school, raised a lil hell, which i am very proud of her, and i got marketing dropped, and picked up a science! so i get both the advanced diploma and the scholarship, and where I dropped marketing, i quit my job!!! and I think that i like this guy, and he is actually a *good* guy.....I'm like the happiest I have been in a long time right now...... it just comes to show, you dont have to go out and drink and fool around to be happy... because im not doing that? and i am perfectly fine!!!!! Ahhh, things do all work out sometimes! It was basically work that was killing me, i have worked since i was 15 years old, 3 years! I have kept up my grades, rarely went out with my friends on weekends until this year...... and i have killer classes now, and i was up all nite studying, no sleep.... and i reckon i was so stressed out, and i finally just reached the point where i realized, i cant go on..... it was taking all that i had......It hurts so bad, because i am sooooo close to all those people up there, i cried..... because im going to miss them, i mean some of them are my *best friends*, they are people that care about me, no matter what i do, and they were always concerned about me.... its hard to find friends like that.... I guess we just look back, and cherish all the memories! and go on with our lives!!!! =)