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So this past weekend Peeps came up for a little visit. We went and got garbage plates (Peeps didn't finish one, wheras I had 2 in one day...not a good idea, trust me). Then we went to the mall, hung out at my house, watched TV, the usual teenage stuff. HAHA My Dad was a little intoxicated that night, and kept calling Peepers "Beepers"...so I think I must continue with that name...for a little anyway.
I talked to Kelly tonight and it really helped because I said things I haven't told anyone and it felt good to get them out. I just feel like I'm going to end up like my Aunt...alone and living with my parents when I'm 46. My Mom tells me that won't happen because I'm more outgoing and have less hangups then my Aunt, but I dunno...having a brother that tells me I'm just like my Aunt, it gets to you after awhile, ya know? I mean not having a long relationship in my life yet and not one guy knocking my door (I know it was corny, but hey, it worked) I feel like I'm failing in the relationship department. I mean are guys intimadated by me? It seems like with every guy I meet, I become "one of the guys"..never a girlfreind.
But you know what...I'm not going to worry about it. I have other things, much bigger, to worry about. I'm going to go to school and be myself, have fun, meet new people, and be carefree....If a relationship happens, great! If not, I'll be disappointed, but I'm not going to get all down and unhappy. But I say that now...we'll see what happens.
OK, question for the girls...Why do we fall for the guys that either will or have broken our hearts? I mean I had my heart broken at school, but yet I don't hate the guy that broke it. I mean I'm excited to see him and I want him to realize he made a mistake. And deep down I want him and I to try the relationship again, then again I don't...I just want to go back to school!! But...I dunno where I was going with this one. Alright, nevermind that question.
Well, I'm getting tired....wait, I already am. I'll talk to y'all later!! 26 days!!! I'm so pumped!! I need to get out of here!! Oh yeah, in my dorm the Hockey team AND the Rugby team will be living!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA I'm a little excited, can you tell? K, now I'm really gone! Peace!!
I talked to Kelly tonight and it really helped because I said things I haven't told anyone and it felt good to get them out. I just feel like I'm going to end up like my Aunt...alone and living with my parents when I'm 46. My Mom tells me that won't happen because I'm more outgoing and have less hangups then my Aunt, but I dunno...having a brother that tells me I'm just like my Aunt, it gets to you after awhile, ya know? I mean not having a long relationship in my life yet and not one guy knocking my door (I know it was corny, but hey, it worked) I feel like I'm failing in the relationship department. I mean are guys intimadated by me? It seems like with every guy I meet, I become "one of the guys"..never a girlfreind.
But you know what...I'm not going to worry about it. I have other things, much bigger, to worry about. I'm going to go to school and be myself, have fun, meet new people, and be carefree....If a relationship happens, great! If not, I'll be disappointed, but I'm not going to get all down and unhappy. But I say that now...we'll see what happens.
OK, question for the girls...Why do we fall for the guys that either will or have broken our hearts? I mean I had my heart broken at school, but yet I don't hate the guy that broke it. I mean I'm excited to see him and I want him to realize he made a mistake. And deep down I want him and I to try the relationship again, then again I don't...I just want to go back to school!! But...I dunno where I was going with this one. Alright, nevermind that question.
Well, I'm getting tired....wait, I already am. I'll talk to y'all later!! 26 days!!! I'm so pumped!! I need to get out of here!! Oh yeah, in my dorm the Hockey team AND the Rugby team will be living!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA I'm a little excited, can you tell? K, now I'm really gone! Peace!!