and everytime that i think that its over, were closer than ever before
So if you're lonely
you know i'm here waiting for you
I'm just a crosshair I'm just a shot away from you
i love my friends.
ive realised lots of things recently.
and most of them suck.
but some of the great things are, i dont need to see my friends every friday and get drunk in bluenote with them, i dont need to 'keep up appearances'
cause when it comes down to it my real friends love me anyways
and as long as im here for them
(which i always want to be)
theyll be there for me.
i still miss the old times though
i guess i always will.
but i cant live in the past.
growing up is hard to accept.
but at least now i know that growing up seperately, doesnt mean were growing apart.
and regardless of what russell thinks. i do love him. and everyone knows it.
im looking more forward to the future now than i ever have.
and i hope that russell, and my friends, are always a part of it.
my friends are more like family to me.
and i love it =)
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥