not so *sparkle*
Lately things haven't been too *sparkle* for me at all.
Nothing bad has happened either and it still is turning out this way.
I just have had a lot on my mind and it hasn't been helping my days any.
So all together I don't even know what I am writing about, but I am taking advantage of this"blog" some more.
Sometimes I just feel like there is no point to it anymore. Like the conversations are just reruns of the ones we had yesterday, the day before, and again the day before that. It's just sad to even think that. But its the truth so what else is there to say but a lie.
I just wish that things were easier.
That way, maybe I would sleep at night.
Be more *s[parkl]e*,
and not have to worry anymore.
But that would mean not living life now wouldn't it?
Nothing bad has happened either and it still is turning out this way.
I just have had a lot on my mind and it hasn't been helping my days any.
So all together I don't even know what I am writing about, but I am taking advantage of this"blog" some more.
Sometimes I just feel like there is no point to it anymore. Like the conversations are just reruns of the ones we had yesterday, the day before, and again the day before that. It's just sad to even think that. But its the truth so what else is there to say but a lie.
I just wish that things were easier.
That way, maybe I would sleep at night.
Be more *s[parkl]e*,
and not have to worry anymore.
But that would mean not living life now wouldn't it?