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Just got back from meeting with Robin. She gave some suggestions for some more self help books to pick up.
There are a few things going on right now that are making me really happy....and I just wanted to share because I am usually not a happy person.
* The progress I am making with myself after my sessions with Robin. Although, most of you haven't known me very long, I should have went to see someone years ago when I was having the most problems with my family, mostly my dad. I am glad that I decided to go (well, actually it was an order from my normal doctor because I was running myself into the ground). She has helped me out so much. I can finally look at the past as the past and not today. I have more control over my feelings and emotions now.
* Matt. I can't tell you enough how happy this guy makes me. And now that we have this house, things are even greater. I have never been this happy in a relationship before and I am so lucky to have him in my life. Thank you so much sweetie!
* Work. Since we have a new boss now, hopefully things will turn around here. Maybe I will be able to get out of bed in the morning (on time) and not dread coming here. I know most people hate their jobs, but this place has screwed me over so much that sometimes I want to burn it down. Ever seen Office Space? Well, I am a mixture of Peter and Milton. If you havent seen that movie - rent it...you will laugh your ass off I swear...anyway, I think I can put my job-hunting on hold for now.
* School. Even though the drawing class seems it will be weird, I am happy to be back interacting with people that I dont get to see normally. We all have lives...I know this...but sometimes I get really lonely and begin to miss school just because I can't talk to people all the time. This is probably why I love the internet so much. I love meeting new people.
* Home. I have never loved being home. Ever. Until now and it is great. I have lived in 11 homes so far during my 22 1/2 years of life. So I guess I like the number 11 now. Anyway, I love being somewhere where I can just be me. No rules. I can breathe. And I dont have to take my shoes off at the door and I can have navy blue curtains in my room if I want to. I can also eat in my room if I want, or anywhere else in the house. (Just bitching about some rules my step-dad enforced at my mom's house.) And I like not having to walk in the door from working all day and going to school only to have to stand there with my coat and shoes on for an hour while someone complains to me about the current problems in THEIR life.
Ok.....I am sure you are all bored out your minds reading this so I will end it.....Thank you if you read it all the way through. Since I am updating this at work, I dont have the ability to link it and make it all more compact. Thanks again.
There are a few things going on right now that are making me really happy....and I just wanted to share because I am usually not a happy person.
* The progress I am making with myself after my sessions with Robin. Although, most of you haven't known me very long, I should have went to see someone years ago when I was having the most problems with my family, mostly my dad. I am glad that I decided to go (well, actually it was an order from my normal doctor because I was running myself into the ground). She has helped me out so much. I can finally look at the past as the past and not today. I have more control over my feelings and emotions now.
* Matt. I can't tell you enough how happy this guy makes me. And now that we have this house, things are even greater. I have never been this happy in a relationship before and I am so lucky to have him in my life. Thank you so much sweetie!
* Work. Since we have a new boss now, hopefully things will turn around here. Maybe I will be able to get out of bed in the morning (on time) and not dread coming here. I know most people hate their jobs, but this place has screwed me over so much that sometimes I want to burn it down. Ever seen Office Space? Well, I am a mixture of Peter and Milton. If you havent seen that movie - rent it...you will laugh your ass off I swear...anyway, I think I can put my job-hunting on hold for now.
* School. Even though the drawing class seems it will be weird, I am happy to be back interacting with people that I dont get to see normally. We all have lives...I know this...but sometimes I get really lonely and begin to miss school just because I can't talk to people all the time. This is probably why I love the internet so much. I love meeting new people.
* Home. I have never loved being home. Ever. Until now and it is great. I have lived in 11 homes so far during my 22 1/2 years of life. So I guess I like the number 11 now. Anyway, I love being somewhere where I can just be me. No rules. I can breathe. And I dont have to take my shoes off at the door and I can have navy blue curtains in my room if I want to. I can also eat in my room if I want, or anywhere else in the house. (Just bitching about some rules my step-dad enforced at my mom's house.) And I like not having to walk in the door from working all day and going to school only to have to stand there with my coat and shoes on for an hour while someone complains to me about the current problems in THEIR life.
Ok.....I am sure you are all bored out your minds reading this so I will end it.....Thank you if you read it all the way through. Since I am updating this at work, I dont have the ability to link it and make it all more compact. Thanks again.