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The holiday party at the yacht club on Monday night was a ton of fun. They had the blue room decorated for “Casino Night” and Matt and I learned how to play craps. It was cool. Then we danced our asses off and I got drunk. It was neat. I felt like shit yesterday and I didn’t come to work. I know, I am a bum. Oh well.
Matt went around and put out a shit load of applications at a bunch of places. Hopefully something will pan out. He went into his boss’ office on Friday and asked for a raise. The boss laughed at him. What an asshole. Oh well. Matt will find something better.
So I am not doing too much new other than enjoying the shit out of my new house. I love it so much I can’t even put into words how happy I am to be there. And I am counting down the days until we get cable and internet. 5 to be exact. I can’t wait. Kristin is supposed to come over tonight and see the new house.
But my whole weight issue is really heavy on my mind lately. I wish I would have never let myself go. I am told by some people that I am not fat, but I can sure as hell tell you that I am not skinny. I get so depressed when I think about it. I just want to hide in a corner or closet and not come out.
Matt went around and put out a shit load of applications at a bunch of places. Hopefully something will pan out. He went into his boss’ office on Friday and asked for a raise. The boss laughed at him. What an asshole. Oh well. Matt will find something better.
So I am not doing too much new other than enjoying the shit out of my new house. I love it so much I can’t even put into words how happy I am to be there. And I am counting down the days until we get cable and internet. 5 to be exact. I can’t wait. Kristin is supposed to come over tonight and see the new house.
But my whole weight issue is really heavy on my mind lately. I wish I would have never let myself go. I am told by some people that I am not fat, but I can sure as hell tell you that I am not skinny. I get so depressed when I think about it. I just want to hide in a corner or closet and not come out.