Atrophy
Tis annoying having to lose friendships, especially if you've been through alot of things aleady--and not just a hi-hello type of friendship (maybe that's easier to lose); when you really did care about a person, even though you did not, or never did, intend to. Because that is tantamount to your having inadvertently invested time and your emotion on that someone, hence, a part of you. And that makes it much harder, especially if you have to go your separate ways--knowing that you will have to severe all means of communication with the person.
What's worse is if all these has to happen because of your own doing--or misdoing.
It always makes you look back to those good ol' times, and then you become weirdly nostalgic and unproductive. Kinda makes you think sometimes that the world is a useless place to be in.
But eventually, you'd be able to cope, and then move on...
Such is the thing called life. You win some, you lose some. It's just hard to lose them when you do...
[the butchered version of "Sugar We're Going Down"--or should I say, MY version {eDiTed}...]
Am I more than you bargained for yet
I've been dying to tell you anything you wanna hear
'Coz flashes due I have this week
Lion the Grass, (was) next to the mausoleum
I n'sh' nudging your bedpost
But sure just a lot in a song
Drop a whore, break you name
We're inispid here, insipid for the wrong thing...
We're going doctor, you're wooing around
And Sugar, we're going down swinging [swiggin']
I'll be another whorrin' and pullin' [worried 'bout pulling]
A Loony got complex, cockin' an' pullin'
Argh to that band who destroyed this nice song last pSyCh night!
Everyone needs a good laugh.