No, I didn't try to kill myself...
Damn. I almost spiralled to the ground some hours ago.
I accidentally cut my left middle finger (No, it's still attached to the whole hand.) while cutting a poe-tah-toe for dinner. It was slippery, and thoughts that one day, I will get myself in a knife accident such as what happened kept lurking in my head...I shoulda known that it would happen tonight. *squirmy thoughts reenacting in my head* Hee! ^^;; *Ouch*
I immediately submerged it into a tabo of water and a couple o'more minutes later, I could feel my head numbing out as in starting-to-not-feel-things-around-me kind of numbing out. It was freaky. While the water was slowly turning to a pinkish red, I realized I wasn't breathing well and so I tried to inhale deep breaths so oxygen can get into my brain :P But I could slowly feel that I was losing it--as in umiikot at nagdidilim na paningin ko and when I attempt to bite, it was as if I was biting on a sponge. And the sounds around me were starting to blur. Geez..it really freaked me out. I got a bottle of water, opened the fan, closed my eyes and just sat at the living room for a while. I was suffering from shock. ö
Eet steel horts! I temporarily wrapped it with a cotton and scotch tape because I'm still waiting for the band aid to arrive and I don't want my finger to become deformed once the blood clots into place.
Waah! Traumatizing. O____________________________O
Guess I won't be able to play the guitar for a couple of days, lest I want blood to gush out the newly made portal that is the lacerated area... ;___;
I accidentally cut my left middle finger (No, it's still attached to the whole hand.) while cutting a poe-tah-toe for dinner. It was slippery, and thoughts that one day, I will get myself in a knife accident such as what happened kept lurking in my head...I shoulda known that it would happen tonight. *squirmy thoughts reenacting in my head* Hee! ^^;; *Ouch*
I immediately submerged it into a tabo of water and a couple o'more minutes later, I could feel my head numbing out as in starting-to-not-feel-things-around-me kind of numbing out. It was freaky. While the water was slowly turning to a pinkish red, I realized I wasn't breathing well and so I tried to inhale deep breaths so oxygen can get into my brain :P But I could slowly feel that I was losing it--as in umiikot at nagdidilim na paningin ko and when I attempt to bite, it was as if I was biting on a sponge. And the sounds around me were starting to blur. Geez..it really freaked me out. I got a bottle of water, opened the fan, closed my eyes and just sat at the living room for a while. I was suffering from shock. ö
Eet steel horts! I temporarily wrapped it with a cotton and scotch tape because I'm still waiting for the band aid to arrive and I don't want my finger to become deformed once the blood clots into place.
Waah! Traumatizing. O____________________________O
Guess I won't be able to play the guitar for a couple of days, lest I want blood to gush out the newly made portal that is the lacerated area... ;___;