depressingggggggggg.
hey remember that attempt we all made at updating that one time... well.. guess that failed. haha.
well anyways, I'm not at the place I'd like to be right now.
honestly I wish I was back at home. does that sound lame? lately I've been really homesick.
I guess I just miss people. plus I don't have any friends here outside of work or any "girl" friends for that matter. and let me just say. it's rough.
I know I need to make some type of change.. I'm thinking it'd be fun to work with animals.. hopefully I will find a job that I like or figure out what I want to do with my life.
I worry all the time and I never seem to have any fun anymore unless we're visiting home.
this prob sounds ridiculous and maybe no one feels that way maybe it's just me. but. I do kinda want to try central iowa out. we can't really do it for another year and a half though. It's been real hard for me and I haven't told anyone that. but. seriously I'd appreciate it if someone would pray for me to get through this "year and a half".
well anyways, I'm not at the place I'd like to be right now.
honestly I wish I was back at home. does that sound lame? lately I've been really homesick.
I guess I just miss people. plus I don't have any friends here outside of work or any "girl" friends for that matter. and let me just say. it's rough.
I know I need to make some type of change.. I'm thinking it'd be fun to work with animals.. hopefully I will find a job that I like or figure out what I want to do with my life.
I worry all the time and I never seem to have any fun anymore unless we're visiting home.
this prob sounds ridiculous and maybe no one feels that way maybe it's just me. but. I do kinda want to try central iowa out. we can't really do it for another year and a half though. It's been real hard for me and I haven't told anyone that. but. seriously I'd appreciate it if someone would pray for me to get through this "year and a half".